The First One

The First One is a single by Astrid S, first released on Spotify on May 24, 2019. The official music video was then uploaded on Astrid S' Youtube Channel on June 5, 2019 with the official acoustic video uploaded on the same channel, the same month. It is the fourth track on Astrid's third EP, Trust Issues.

This is one of Astrid's most well known songs, hitting many charts around the globe. Others include Hurts So Good, Such A Boy, Think Before I Talk, and Someone New.

Lyrics
[Verse 1] I know I shouldn't say what I'm 'bout to say 'Cause it's never okay to go and bring your exes up No matter what My second and my third, I hate they got the worst of me They don't deserve the way that I was treating 'em I'd lead them on

[Pre-Chorus] When I knew what I was doing I was stupid, I was ruined, I was healing But the healing never happened And I'm sorry that I did you wrong

[Chorus] To all the ones I ever loved Never let you in enough Not your fault, I gave too much To the first one, to the first one To all the ones I ever hurt Always knew it wouldn't work Not your fault, I gave too much To the first one, to the first one There ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah

[Verse 2] I just can't forget some of the words he said The memories in my bed keep coming back again Like daggers in my mind, yeah They draw blood all night, yeah

[Pre-Chorus] Yeah, I know what I've been doing Running through 'em just to try and catch a feeling But the feeling never happened And I'm sorry that I did you wrong

[Chorus] To all the ones I ever loved Never let you in enough Not your fault I gave too much To the first one, to the first one To all the ones I ever hurt Always knew it wouldn't work Not your fault I gave too much To the first one, to the first one There ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah No, there ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah

[Bridge] Promise that it kills Every time you send A picture from a place You and I used to go I hope you know

[Chorus] To all the ones I ever loved Never let you in enough Not your fault I gave too much To the first one, to the first one To all the ones I ever hurt Always knew it wouldn't work Not your fault I gave too much To the first one, to the first one There ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah No, there ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah No, there ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah (No, there ain't nothing I can do about it) Yeah, yeah